TM...something that has really helped me "suck it up" are my AD meds. I still feel somewhat weak for needing them (probably a macho military thing), but I'll take any help I can get to make it through this and come out on the other side where I want to be. Really helps me from reacting to W.

BITS
M: 35
W: 35
T14, M11
D9, S6
ILYBINILY: June 09
Unofficially Separated (long distance): 1/2/11
W came home: 3/17/11
EE: July 2012
Dropped the rope: Oct 2012
Piecing: April 2013
Not piecing: April 2014
Stuck.