So...am I still a newcomer?

[Telemark]

Thanks. Unfortunately I am now at work and missing the warmth, love and connection my W and I used to share. It's tough being in the same house; she is so close but so distant. It's been 3 months since we have shared a hug, a kiss, any kind of tenderness...and while the overall mood in the house is better, there is still that impenetrable wall between us. I often wonder if it will ever get any better, and how long am I willing to put up with this platonic "marriage"?