You sound frustrated ac.
That's normal. Take a time out,
because it's your mood that matters.
Why let someone else fvck with that!

I would advise against acting rash or on emotions.
Sit back and asess you goals.
What are they? short term? Long term?
Is this R/M worth fighting for?
And by that I mean fighting your own feelings of frustration among a host of other things.

I think you need to work on the emotional detachment, so that you can see things more clearly. Things appear confused and cloudy and inconsistant. It is true what they say, don't believe everything. WA's often speak from their feelings at a given moment and are in an emotional mess themselves. They too cannot see clearly and their feelings wander.

Hang in there man. Get off the coaster.
Blessings, Pickle.

Me 53 XW 50
M 18 Years +2
S14 D19
Bomb 10-24-10
Served 1-27-11
Mediate 4-21-11
Civil D Final 6-2-11
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"A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."