Still feeling good today. I was thinking though, Am I feeling this good because I have worked to try and get over this crap with the help of the wise people on this board? Or am I feeling good because she is miserable.
25 pointed this out to me a number of times so I have to be careful when I analyze this. Her happiness or misery should not be a measuring stick for mine. IM not sure if that is the case right now. I guess only time will tell.
Maybe Im feeling decent because I know that I can be happy again. ITs very strange to have that feeling come in me again where I can radiate to others. Wife always used to say that people ALWAYS said hello to me, even strangers on the street. And its true, Im ususally say hello to people and trying to be upbeat. AND For some reason, that used to bother my W. She said a few times that she was jealous of that because she couldnt feel it from herself.
Anyway, today is day 14 of me even texting her anything or any contact at all. Donnie Darko as country would put it.
I Feel, oh ah, real good. ( any movie buffs want to give me the reference to that quote. Ill give you one hint, Its a sports movie")
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