Detachment, Detachment, Detachment.... Such an easy thing to say but much harder to do.. Well my breakfast didnt do much.. I have stopped making him coffee in the morning like I had been and now I have noticed he wont look me in the eye or really at all. He came by the house yesterday to get something from the garage but didnt come in or say anything or even call.
He was late again this morning so every day this week he has been late to get the kids. I just keep smiling and offer to take them so he wont have to... I had a better day yesterday until his mom called and mentioned he was coming to a family party that he previously told me he wouldnt attend. Then my mind started to race thinking of how he wont talk to me and he would ignore me... I have noticed that he is no longer taking phone calls from anyone other than his mother who is concerned about his behavior just like me.
Even people who just want to chat or check on him he wont talk to them. I think because he is trying to ignore what everyone will tell him or ask him since he cannot think about it right now. I do truly believe he will come back to us one day asking for forgiveness but I dont know if I can let go of the anger then.. We shall see..
______________________________________ H:32 W: 35 M- 11 Tog- 13 D-5 S-9 Sep. June 5th Bomb 6/27/11 OW Discovered on July 18th and admitted.... Divorced 11/22/2011 Ex Engaged to OW Jan. 2012
