But being that she won't even go to MC with me, I would think that retro is out of the question.
And I do know that it is possible for me to replace that photo of my W again, even though I don't want to at this point. That is why i asked her about MC again. But the thing is, right now I have to put up somebody else's picture. I can't live in that world with my W picture in my life any more.
I don't know what my future holds, but I am not afraid anymore. I am moving forward. It is up to my W what her future holds, what she wants out of life. If she really wanted our M to work, and was willing to put in the real work to save it, I would be there. Bit I would not take her back bc her R ended with the OM, and she did not want to be alone. She would have to be all in for the right reasons, and unfortunately, that is not going to happen at anytime in the near future.
BITS
M:34 W:28 SD:9 D:6 (pr) M:3 T:6 Separated 1/16/11 ILYBNILWY 10/25/10 PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10
I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...