2step,


Your words are eloquent, your pain is raw and yet familiar to me, even years out of my own nightmare I can still recall it with only a short "search" inward...I can't even go there for more than 2 minutes b/c of my intense reaction to it...



But as for the future and how any of us can ever know whether or how deeply we can trust...don't forget the most important thing,





that does apply to all of us. We ALL fear the same things; believing in & loving, and then being WELL deceived, &then left.




So the special woman you meet down the road someday, and yes, she exists,

she will fear the same things you fear.

She will wonder if your fears will make you flee or if your distrust will sabotage the relationship...



But she'll choose to take the risk b/c she'll think, "2Step, is worth it".




And then, you will prove her right.


M: 57 H: 60
M: 35 yrs
S30,D28,D19
H off to Alaska 2006
Recon 7/07- 8/08
*2016*
X = "ALASKA 2.0"
GROUND HOG DAY
I File D 10/16
OW
DIV 2/26/2018
X marries OW 5/2016

= CLOSURE 4 ME
Embrace the Change