At the end is a new beginning

[islander]

Thanks guys.

Country,

I don't want to be married to my W any more. I asked HR it she wanted to go to MC bc I would, even though I don't want to. We are still married, maybe my feelings would change, but I don't think they would.

As far as alcoholism ruining in her family, she is exaggerating....a lot. And when she says she started drinking more, it was only in he context of hanging out with OM. I pretty much know that everytime she went out, it was to be with him (while I was working mostly...but not always). She definitely does not have any addiction to alcohol, which is why I never brought it up.

I think she says what she says to justify what she did. To be honest, when she says she saw good friends cry every day, it really pi$$es me off. She is talking about OM, and she only knew him for a couple of weeks bf the incident happened. Her good friends....she turned her back on them as much as she did me. I know they did not condone or support her in the A.



9,
I really don't know what is going on with my W, and to tell you the truth, I really don't care. Yes I still think about her. But, I now see myself in the future with some unknown person to me as of now, and not my W. And what gets me, I am looking forward to meeting that person. Does that make sense??