2Step - I have not read all your posts, but have read some.
Sometimes I think I must be the only man in the world who sees divorce as such a big thing as I do. I wouldn't have stuck around here for almost 6 years (off and on) if my marriage and family didn't mean so much me. But after reading just your most recent thread, I realize that there is a man who cares more. You.
I am amazed at your heart, sincerity and emotion. I really can't find a way to express my thoughts. I have read literally thousands of posts here, but have never before been so blown away by those of one person. We have never met and never will, and I only know some of your story, but you are the most courageous, compassionate person I have ever not had the pleasure of meeting.
You are an inspiration. Not to dbing. To living. I question if there is a God. But if there is one, you are what he must have intended a man to be.