25, You would be just as confused as me. Sure I wish he were different and after years of watching him slip further away, I know he won't be different unless worse is different, which is why we're getting a divorce. The fact that I know I need a divorce doesn't mean that I'm having a fun fest over it. It still hurts to do it...
I was waiting around on him, because he insisted he needed me at the house while he was packing his things, but he wouldn't let me help and mostly treated me like dirt. I ended up not being there as much as he wanted, because it was stupid to sit there with nothing to do. In short, I was trying to be nice and generally big about the whole thing by being around as he requested.
