A two hour workout at dawn this morning....after being up til 5 with S23.....is what I'm workin' on
S23 has some major life decisions to make and I am ill equipped to councel him....He is summa cum laude I am summo wrestler......
His basic question is how does one make a decision...what are the parameters for a good decision.....
Heaven knows I've made some hugely bad decisions in my life, so I am not an expert in the area of decisions....... and he can't tell me everthing about his choices, this involves government work...
He is being offered two plum, once in a lifetime, opportunities with regards to employment and life direction....
He grad. with a degree in International business and speaks 6 languages. The recruitment was heavy on him last spring and he finally just pulled back from the pressure and declined all immediate offers!!
Now it's crunch time again and he can't put it off......He is loving, kind, sensitive and smart, but YOUNG! He needs someones opinion and advise on how to make good decisions....
He does not speak to his dad...and hasn't for several years.
His friends are all like him...young and inexperienced and I think he's afraid of making a bad decision...or following the wrong path and then discovering a few years down the road he should have taken a different path.....there is a deadline and he is feeling the pressure......
Yesterday was so difficult, that today is easy!
Met with the bankruptcy attorney..... I am resigned and ready.....there will still be a hearing and then 3-4 months before it's a total wipe out....by then the house will be gone, unless we pay anything on it...or even want to pay for it...by then I am hoping Dr. K will have a new position and we will be moving to wherever that is, together.....letting the house go won't be so bad.....getting our sons situated is the challenge... And for me to stay focused on the positive and keep making forward movement on myself.....
A new job....even if I have to give it up....
Staying faith filled and positive about our R......
Have to call Dr. K....we had a slight bump on tuesday and then on wednesday I called him and he wanted me to stay downtown....I couldn't...no clothes with me....
Thursday morning was the meeting w/ bankruptcy att. and so now here we are and the weekend is upon us!!
Sunday or monday, I have to take D21 back to school.....5-6 hour treck so there goes that day!
I am finaly tired, maybe I should take a nap....
But of course I should grab a piece of chocolate cake to fortify myself, right!!
