Well it was hard for me to GAL as I had surgery done now 3 weeks ago. But I can now start doing things. I go to the library once a week just to get out and read books that I can not take home. I have started to ride my bike every day now. I also sit out side and read books that I use as my cover for going to the library. I also talk to the neighbors at night. I try to get what I have to get done in the house right away. Then I am out side the rest of the night.
I have asked him to leave again and he will not. So I just act as if right now. I do not talk to him unless he speaks to me first and then I leave. I do not contact him and this is very hard as 2 nights ago my S16 broke is knee cap. Well guess what H did not come with us to the ER rigth away until. I called him freaking out that my S kept passing out from the pain. Right then and there I knew I was not going to be contacting him any more.
As one of my 180's I have stop smoking only been a day. So I hope I can keep at it.
