I reread my post, and I hate that I am so down right now. If anybody has some ideas on how to regain control and refocus, I would love to hear them.
On a second note, it is me and the W's 33rd birthday. Yep. We were born on the same day. 18 hours apart and one county apart. It has always been a topic of conversation and made birthday plans extra fun, as we got to celebrate together. This year it is surreal. Kind of like the anniversary. She came this morning to pickup our S and gave me a card and a bag of m&ms. The card had a note that said "I know things are tough- but I hope that you have a happy birthday. Do something fun. Enjoy your day!!" I thought it was very nice of her to do that. I didn't do anything for her this time around.
Her parents are in town, so she will be spending time with them and our S today. When I get off work, I am meeting a couple good friends to grab dinner, a few beers, and watch the Mavs game. Should be fun. I have been getting the Facebook birthday love today, so that is always a nice feeling. It is nice when so many of your random friends all drop you notes wishing you the best. I have to keep my spirits high today and enjoy MY day.
Me - 33 W - 33 S - 9 months M - 3 years T - 5.5 years Bomb - 12/14/10 ILYBNILWY PA discovered - 1/18/11 PA began - 3/22/10 Separated
