At the end is a new beginning

[♪CS♪]

islander, I have to admit, this post concerns me some.

First, your actions are not mirroring your words.

You say:

I no longer want to be married

But your actions are:

I asked W if she would want to go to MC with me

I think you stated before that if this D goes through you would NEVER want to speak to your W again.

Why is that?

Have you forgiven her? Will you ever be able to?

Instead of MC, I think she needs IC. BADLY.

I know alcocholism runs in my family... I started drinking more and hanging out with people to relieve stress

It also sounds like she may be dealing with addiction. I don't remember you ever bringing this up before. Have you known about this?

Whether you are done or not, do you care for this women?