Then, he put the moves on me and what can I say? I am weak when it comes to this.
So, I don't know what that means. How do you take things slow when you can't control your hormones? This, I haven't mastered and I have serious doubts of whether I will master it in my lifetime.
But we do start C next week Tuesday and he did agree to retrouvaille in August, so we shall see.
Control your hormones?
I don't think that was really the problem...
It sounds like you got a little bit of emotional attention that you want...
Sex starts in the brain, not the body, believe it or not...
If you can handle it, without attaching anything to it...
Then I would say go for it...
Not sure that is the case though...
You are justifying by saying it just happened, you are weak, and that you are starting counseling next week...
You are wondering what it means..
And it COULD mean a ton, or it COULD mean that you had a good time for a few minutes (hopefully a little longer than that)...
What if you don't reconcile, even with the counseling...
How are you going to feel about it then? About yourself?
Those are the things I would be thinking about, that I did think about when faced with that decision...
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox
