"In the beginning, and really for a long time, I wasn't suicidal, but I wanted to literally die. I don't think many people understand what that is like until they go through this. "
This is exactly how I felt a few weeks ago. Thankfully, it has passed (for now).
Your in my thoughts islander, and I completely understand why you need to do this. Check in from time to time, ok?
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤