That is one hell of a post 2step. I have been following your sitch for quite sometime. Your XW did not seem to be done with your R. I'm sorry you find yourself feeling the same way that you did in December.
I know you find the happiness you deserve. Cheers to your happiness my friend.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa