At the end is a new beginning

[islander]

The other thing that I want to say for those who are just coming here...Don't Give Up.

In the beginning, and really for a long time, I wasn't suicidal, but I wanted to literally die. I don't think many people understand what that is like until they go through this.

But,

It does get better. Find faith and hold on to it!

Once you get to the other side (and you will as long as you don't give up) you won't believe how bad you felt, or the thoughts that went through your mind.

Be strong, and you will be amazed in time. You will find out who you are...again...and you will love that person. I did, and do!