My wife emailed me yesterday about a bill that I had asked her to look into 2 months ago and she didn't. Finally did ... probably because she had to when her direct debit didn't kick in.
I'm not going to acknowledge her email. That's a 180 for me. I actually deleted it because she ended it with "hope you're well" and I was trying to read into it. Then it kinda just bothered me having it in my inbox.. so I deleted it. Felt better instantly.
Really trying to eliminate all contact with her. Hid her facebook feed, hid her gchat. She says she doesn't want me in her life and isn't really making an effort. Her actions speak the truth.
I'm having a hard time reading DB. I'm taken alot of advice from the forums but actually reading the book has been difficult. I feel like I spent so much time working on my marriage. I feel like I don't want to in many ways. She's not showing me anything, why should I keep fighting. I know DBing betters myself. I witness that with GALing.. but other than that, what else can I learn?
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
