Wish my stomach would settle!! I'm fine if I don't eat anything, but I'm getting HUNGRY!!
I ran three miles today with D21 and we went shopping++++
Dr. K is being a !@#$%
He called this afternoon to tell me the bankruptcy lawyer called to see about setting a meeting for next week.......He said nothing about getting together anytime tonight or tommorow ....
He DID say if I was more fully employed we wouldn't be losing the house and cars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also as far as he is concerned I should quit my job because it isn't paying enough!
Then said he'd "call later" gee, thanks!!
Well that was at 2:30. His idea of later was 9:00pm when it's too late to do anything or get together. Guess I have to attribute this to "crazymaking".
I had decided that if he hadn't called by 7pm, I was going to be unavailable for the evening.
He can't just treat me like a toy he can take down and play with when he's bored or tired.......Then dismiss or ignore me when he's had enough time together or sex.
I am really pissed right now!
Mostly at myself for making things so easy for him that he can just take me for granted. Like I wouldn't have any plans for tonight and he could just call me and I would be here waiting!!!!ARGH!!!!!
So he called and I acted "as if" .....AS IF I wasn't home!!
LOL LOL
When he called back at 10 I did answer and he asked where the hell I had been!! said he's feeling possessive( hahahah). I played coy for awhile and he said I still hadn't answered his question.
I told him I was at the bookstore making out behind the science fiction section!!
Anyways we had a good convo and I think I'd better be a little more unavailable.....
I mentioned how much fun we had had on New years and he agreed that it was alot of fun!!... Got to talking about building a house together!! I'd love to do that someday and what fun that would be, also it looks like our daughter's getting very serious with her boyfriend and what if they want to get married, how we have no money!!
Yeah, well we better get crakin' big time on getting new jobs......
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