Dark Side of the Moon

[LearningPatience]

It seems kinda pointless to journal with nothing happening, but I'm sure I'll come up with something...

Woke up today in a pretty good mood. W number 1, S14 and I liked the C we saw for him yesterday, so I think we will continue to see her.

Hotter than H3ll here (though that's only an hour from me) so no running. I doubt I'll turn to mush overnight, but I'll have to keep an eye on that.

Turns out SD19 got a puppy. She posted pics on FB today and the puppy is really cute. She hasn't responded to the email I sent last weekend about this. I truly hope to stay in touch with her, but I can see she might not comfortable with that. Sad, but understandable.

I'm starting to forget what W looks and sounds like. The detachment is good for me, I'm in a calmer place. For whatever reason, reading through the MLC forums really helped me. Call it intuition, hope, blind faith, whatever, but I suspect (almost believe) W and I will be together again. When? Who knows. I think the deciding factor in all this is me. Will I have moved on by the time the fog clears? No way to know.