Wow - pretty powerful. I'm actually tearing up reading it as I see a bit of myself in your letter.
Things really moved fast with your D, makes me feel hopeful as I'm about 10 weeks 'post bomb' and we're still in the same house, sleeping in the same bed and I'm working my ass off to make the changes I wish I'd made 7 years ago.
Hope you're able to move forward to better things - sounds like that's the case from your letter. Best of luck!
Me-44, W-38 S12, D10 --- EA: 3/20/11 Bomb: 3/25/11 "I'm waiting til June to 'do something'" statement from W: 4/26/11 Still in same house, in same bed