Awest, Thank you I guess I dont know how to take care of W. Other than giving her space which I have be doing. I do not mention R anymore. I simply did not want to go because of Money and how tight it is. She wanted me to go to get out of the house, since she is working a wedding that night, she will be out of town. I want to go see my friends, but in the back of my mind I know I will be thinking of her. I am sure she is going to think the worst as far as it being a bachelor's party and the activities that occur. I kind of want to avoid that kind of behavior. Especially at such a critically time in this sitch.
I really dont want her to take care of me and I guess I didnt even see it as her being my care taker. I will be more cautious of this in the future. I honestly try and not pout or mope around, sometimes I catch myself doing it and I try and find a way to hide it, or occupy myself
