BTW....I have decided to go out saturday night. I was worried about the money and told W, that spending a hundred bucks for this bachelors party seemed a bit much and didnt think I should do it. She was like no go..I think it will be good for you to go out with some friends. Not sure how to take this, as I really need to go out or get out of my face.
W was also talking about this new side job she is going to be starting. It pays well and she seems to be excited. So I said why dont you try and do it full time. She responed that I would if they offered insurance, but they dont. I say: well we have medical insurance through my job so not really a big deal....W says well I dont know what next year will bring ( or the future will be....something to that effect) and I dont want to get into that now. That hit me hard and I left the room rather quickly so she would not notice the damage. I was watching TV and she came in the room and said stop pouting not what I meant. I say well I took it as you made a choice, and she pauses. W: M? I meant that the state jacks with your insurance yearly and we dont even know if you will be there next year since you are activly seeking a new job. So, I calmed down a bit and changed the subject. The rest of the night seemed smooth.
