Right back where I started from- stupid song

[verysad2day]

Re cap: H wanted a divorce in Oct. Stayed until March with a lot of daram. The minute he moved out and started dating, ML going away on the weekends to fancy hotels and have a trip planned this summer. He also dropped hints about the future for us. Things were great. I lived alone. OW was out of the picture.

Sunday, I get a message on facebook from someone I do not know. I open it up and it a video of OW, husband is not in the video but the person is saying my H's name...C this one is for you. OW is bowling. I can tell it is from Dec. because of the Christmas tree.

I go crazy. Down right MEAN~ I think it was the worst fight we have ever had in 9 years of marraige. I wasn't listening to reason, I wasn't have him ever again in my life....yada yada yada...you get the picture.

So...during that chaos I must have said meet you at the court house to be DONE. Monday he calls me all pissed off I am not there and hangs up. He wont answer my calls or text. He finally text back and says for me to think about it. Later he text Good Night. I was a sleep. This morning he text good morning. I called him to invite him for BBQ tomorrow. He says OK. He get into a minor R talk and he says...we have both been working on recon. then you act like someone I don't know. He kept saying. I don't know where I am with this at all. He said it 6 times.

Now what?