Not too much to add since it's only been 15 hours since my last 'journal'. Didn't go suit shopping last night; instead, I made stuffed peppers. They were good!

Mornings are tough, depression wise, which is too bad because I'm a morning person. At least I've recognized it coming on and am being proactive. Usually (like today) I'm feeling 'human' by the afternoon.

I haven't really missed W much today. I was able to talk about her in a rather detached manner with a co-worker today (who knows the sitch). I can't say that I defended W's actions while talking, but I kind of understand what she's going through and almost feel sorry for how she feels (MLC?) and how she's handling it.

Meeting up with a new C for S14 today. Both looking forward to and dreading the visit. S12 has his last band concert tonight so I'm looking forward to that.

I've gone through Jack_Three_Beans old threads in MLC the past few days. Wow! I respected and admired his advice and attitudes before, but now that I read all the hell he went through... I think I have a new hero smile

Oh, dark for how many days now? 16ish?


Me 43 W 38
M 5 T 7
SD20
S15, S13 with 1st W
ILYBNILWY June 2010
Separation/Bomb July 2010
Divorce Feb 8, 2011