I dropped S17 off at work today (he works for STBX and OM/Boss - as does his sister). When I pulled up the the back door to let him out, OM was outside smoking. Just seeing him for even a second really got to me. Only his car was there and not STBX's. Which means they drove to work together since they live in the same apartment building (and soon same apartment). Just thinking of them doing everything together as a couple got to me even more. I had to come her to purge and get the negative thoughts out. Sometimes, I wonder how much I can take.
