9, I think you just need to be honest with yourself and figure out what you are hoping to accomplish by this. Is it going to help you or hurt you in getting to your end goal? I think there is a risk of sabotaging your game plan. If you are truly done with your W, you still may not be ready to take on this baggage, IMO. I can understand, though, and I can't say I blame you in your sitch.
