Daughter seems to have asthma again. She was at the doctor's just last week. I feel bad for my baby. Feel horrible that i am not there now. At-least I am gonna be there this weekend to take her to her swimming lessons. Cant wait to see her again!
So wife is going to VA for july 4th. She's going with her parents. Logic tells me it is all okay. My emotions feel otherwise. We always used to meet for july-4th. Her parents and my SIL and her husband. I used to BBQ. Now...i dunno. I hate feeling this way and feeling sorry for myself. Just gotta do something that weekend. Have to start learning to live with these feelings if i am looking for a long term resolution.
BITS M 38 W 36 D 7 Married 15 yrs W left for 6 months in 2009 W Filed for D 01/03/11 piecing now...
