What a night....I couldn't get to sleep...but the worst part is waking up....the first thoughts are just.....I guess dread would be the best word to describe it.!
Last nights convo was just so...discouraging.
Maybe he expects me to respond in the "same old way" and it's a test??
I sent him an e-m at 11:30 last night...he answered at 1:30.....told me what he did last night and said at the end signed off with: "I love you, Me."
He says that when we aren't spending time together! UGH!
Trying to see the positive here...not doing great, but I have to get through the day....here I go!
