Journaling here:

W called Sunday evening and was very distant and cold. I remained upbeat even though the topic of the separation agreement was why she called. We have already verbally done it and have been living by it for about 8 months now....She wans to get it done and proceed with the D. So with a little legal help from a L friend I have just finished it on the computer and will have to meet W to get this signed...anyway back to the converation she led into a R talk, mostly about how we got to this place....she once again notices what I have been doing but still wants the D....I was very upbeat and did not sound pathetic like I have in the past. So my friends its not over yet....I told W just because a judge signs a paper my feelings don't change.....she said well I married you to grow old together and its a shame we are here at this point....more to come