You're in a good place and getting stronger every day. Congratulations on all the successes you've had *despite* all that has been thrown at you!
Thanks my BID. It sure has been one heck of a ride. I'm sure there will be more thrown at me, and when there is I will deal with that just like everything else. Sometimes I wonder how STBX can be so selfish. Sometimes I think she actually wants to punish and hurt me since she has so much resentment towards me.
And sometimes....I think she's just so infatuated with OM/Boss that she only cares about filling her veins with the drug that he is.