Side Trip from Forward Motion

[BeingMe]

It seems I am doing it all. But, that's okay. I just want this over and done with now. I am not going to hope anymore. He has lied so much, and gets offended when I don't trust him. I think he will regret this, but I can't worry about that now. He says three years into living here he gave up (I don't know what, because I saw nothing). And what happened three years into living here ... the beginning of my seizures/tumour. And he says he was there for me ... my kids were more there for me than he was. But, I'll let him live in his denial world. He doesn't know that I have this forum, where I can go back many years and see what was happening.

I fell down the stairs on Sunday. I was so scared it would be serious, but after x-rays, they found I had a crack in my coccyx, and load of pain in my muscles. Thank goodness for T3. I hope I can get this sorted out soon. I need to be strong.

Braveheart ... wow, you have also been through the wringer. At times like these, we need our spouses the most, but they cause so much more stress, that it's not worth it having them around.