Am i heading in the right direction?

[donnaf]

Following on from the previous post, i'm at the reception and i notice i've got 4 missed calls, a text message and a answer phone message.

His sister has told him i'm sleeping with someone else (i'm not) and he has hit the roof,accused me of playing games and that he never want to hear from me again.

I stupidly phoned him, anyway we got it straightened out but he almost put the phone down on me cos his GF was coming!

This morning he phones to see if i'm ok, we have a good chat but then i push it and tell him that he made the last 5 months of our marriage a joke, and that we could have sorted things out if he hadnt jumped straight into bed with her

Tonight he comes round for the kids, and i realise this all too painful for me so i ask him to pick the kids up from the door and not to contact me anymore

He says he understands why in someways, i am so cut up about this.

Any pointers?