I'm going through phases where it's really tough for a while and then a piece of cake. This morning was one of the tough times. This afternoon, I walked over to the library (just to get some exercise and sunshine) and saw this librarian I'm attracted to. Little things like that helped to perk me up.

I noticed last week that my telltale signs of depression (lack of interest, moodiness, etc) were starting to resurface. Hmm, wonder why. Talked to my dr and he agreed to increase my AD dose (it was a little on the low side to begin with). Too soon to tell if it's working, but the side-effects have kicked back in. Thankfully they're not bad or too annoying. Hopefully this will help be get back on track where I need to be.

I've had this weird urge to go buy myself a suit. I tend to be a very relaxed dresser (polos and khakis for work) but figure I'll need one for friend's wedding. I honestly can't remember the last time I've worn a suit, it's been so long. Maybe I'll see if I can find something I like this evening. This is so 180 for me that I think its 360 smile


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