Woke up feeling anxious. This is the last week of school. I am on vacation next week with the girls. I am worried about whether we'll get to work in Chicago this weekend and earn $350 that I was banking on. And on Friday, it's D-Day.

I actually dreamed about meeting my L to talk about it. I haven't had a divorce related dream like that yet.

I wonder if I'll fee free Friday night. All my friends are happy for me. Or just crushed. I am not mad about it anymore. Just sad.

Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11
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