I have my final phone call with Lori this morning, with DBing coach. I hope she has a long term approach for me. I think I have been doing the right things so far. Since things have been somewhat quiet the past couple days, I have started to miss my w. I think for the past two months I have been so concerned with all of her emotions and my kids emotions, that I have given much thought to how I feel. I do miss her, but I know that I cant have her back in my life right now, not the way she is now. If she would come back now without any work on herself, she would just leave again. I know that, and I know I have continue to GAL, and act like my life is moving forward, which the more I look at it, it is in fact moving on. I feel for her, I hate she is going through this, especially without taking her medication. The kids have no interest in going to her place. I have been trying my hardest to keep her in their lives, but she will have to do more.
