No email this morning again and I bet he won't skype because that's just how he is when he's mad. I worry sometimes that he's so vulnerable there and he can start EA (he has his own internet in his room) anytime just to fill the void. It is tough out there.

I like to think he MIGHT open his eyes Sandi but remembering how he acted towards me when he was home (after not being with us for 6 months) the coldness, the determination and resoluteness about not loving me and not being able to and just concentrating on all negative aspect of our marriage. It would take an act from God to change that man's mind. He is one of the most stubborn man I know.

Have a good week and thank you for posting here. It is great to come here and see your post.

Me 43 / H 36
M 3 / T5
S18/ D17 with 1st H
D3
D1
H Emotionally detached March 2011
I dont love you May 17 2011
Husband is deployed