GB, you're not alone here. This fear is in a lot of us. This fear makes us do things we regret. For some of us time after time after time after...
You will get a lot of opinions on what is and what is not right regarding M.
My opinion my not be popular here, but I'll say it. If you want an open M, threesomes, mutual masterbation, toys, whips, chains, candle wax on the nipples. I don't care. What people do in their own homes, that is why I love being free. Knock yourself out.
So don't confuse what others morals might be with what yours are. That is for YOU to decide.
This is what I will say.
REGARDLESS of what you decide on the point above.
Respect is IMPORTANT.
REALLY important.
I know this has been thrown at you over and over, but do you really get it?
You have spent a lot of time telling stories of your W.
I want you to come back and tell a story about YOU.
For a minute, pretend like your W does not exist.
What are YOUR boundaries?
How do YOU determine respect?
What kind of M do YOU want?
I just don't know if you can move forward without answering these honestly.
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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.
