Yougest son just called me and went dirt bike riding. Now OM is taking him to and doing something I didnt get a chance to do with him. What does bile taste like because there is a taste in my mouth right now I cant get out. He just called me excited that he went. Wow, why is SHE DOING THIS? Why cant she let things happen slowly. DID OUR Last 20 years mean nothing to her.
And youngest son is so innocent when he tells me about it. I didn't say anything negative. All I said was that I was glad he had a good time. IT just drives me nuts to imagine my wife and OM watching my son dirt bike while they sit and chat about other things.
Its just not right. Im sorry to be venting like this right now.
Then he informs me that MOM wants to talk to Oldest son. She wants to know how he is enjoying his new guitar.
I was cleaning out my yahoo mail and noticed some old emaails.
Two stood out back in 09, a mere two years ago. One where my wife is working night shift and complained that she was so tired so I told her I would stay up with her to protest her nightshift.
She said" HI honey, are you really going to stay up all night cause im working nights. Go to bed you NUT. ( a few other things followed by ) Love you lots. Wife
Another one where I signed off, Love you to death pretty lady.
Where the hell did all that go? How does it slip away? Its crazy to me that just two short years ago we are talking to each other like that and now youngest son is calling me about dirtbiking but I think he felt guilty because he said he just wanted to wish me a good night. Or it could be because this is the first night of the change over so he is missing me and his brother. I dont know, Im all effed up right now.
Just venting , just venting.
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