I know I know. There was more to the conversation, we did talk about the things I did and I took responsibility for them. The comment you highlighted was something I said to him when I called him later. The conversation may not have helped the R but it did help me though and I feel a step closer to being able to let go at this point. I feel like I'm going to need to get through a forgiveness step again too and I'm not quite ready for that yet.

Since he had the car Friday and Saturday, I couldn't get out to do much so I just chilled at home and watched some movies, tv, played computer games and talked to friends. He returned the car this morning but I wasn't around and didn't see his text messages until the last one saying he was leaving. I guess an unintentional 180 there. We'll see how that works. My guess is that I get updated D paperwork tonight.

Today I'm going downtown to watch the NBA finals game with my friend at a sports bar. Should be fun.


-Calystra