My 2.5 week trip is drawing to a close. Most of it has been with scant contact with W, as if she did not want to talk to me. The last few days have been marked by a few emails and attempted phone calls from her - I have only be answering as need be.
Today she phoned and we connected. I had been convincing myself that she was only calling to set up a meeting with her L, or out of guilt. Still don't know if it was out of guilt, but the conversation was light, although a bit strained at times, and I even got a few laughs out of her with my stories.
She has not moved out of the house yet. She talks about the house and yard as if it is her home, not like she is going to be leaving soon. I wish I knew what it all meant.
I know I am trying to read her mind, which is impossible. I am trying to GAL and LRT as much as possible.
The signals are confusing, to say the least. I guess I have to have patience and still assume WAW is on the way out the door. Need to do that for self preservation.
I hate this.
H 51, W 46 no kids T 22 years M 17 years ILBNILWY 2/10 1st D talk 6/10 partial recovery W files D 5/11 long distance separation 8/11 moving forward on D 10/11 legal separation complete 1/2012
