It the lie Sandy that shook him hard. He is also immature and always been moody. I am not even sure what I want anymore. For now I decided I will just wait it out until he comes back from deployment.
I will use this time to take care of ME.. my issues. Hopefully IC will be able to help. I am also beginning to GAL. All these years, I neglected ME and you're right I became needy and clingy.
The last two days has been good days. My sister came to keep me company. It's so wonderful to have her around. My sister booked and paid a month trip for me and all my kids to China and the Philippines (I am half chinese-half filipino). My older kids are going to college and I thought it would be nice for all of us to spend some time there. Something to be excited about.
Baby steps Sandi but I am going to find/summon that woman that I used to be.
