her regrets or joy or cluelessness are NOT relevant to your happiness...it's not a seesaw with her misery = your happiness.
Plus, even if she were miserable and had total remorse, are we sure she'd tell YOU? Um, I'm not...so don't hold your breath.
remember that. Your happiness is what you will create and believe it or not,
you are already on your way. I see things you are doing you would NOT have done a mere 6 weeks ago.
You are reducing the pain in your life, and that's a start. You know the kids are your priority. You are NOT reacting in anger.
From where I sit, You're doing well...at least BETTER!!
((( )))
PS can you check on Greenblue? I'm out of ideas.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
