back again

[any chance?]

Thanks to everyone for listening. You all mean quite a bit to me, to be sure.

Trip is over in a few days. W has been trying to get ahold of me, and I keep missing her. Not trying very hard, as I think she needs time to contemplate. She called the place I am staying last night, and the owner told me she called. Owner is a fried of mine who knows the sitch and said 'it is a good sign she called'. That pumped me up a bit, thinking W might actually be missing me. Then this morning I realized she was probably just calling to make sure I would be around for an appt with her lawyer. All speculation, but an interesting insight into the psychological rollercoaster I am on. I hate this.

I am becoming massively anxious about going home. Kind of wish I didn't have to, and it would all just go away.