I want to behave better. I want to be mature and kind and I want to take better care of my body. At this time, I'm not interested in sex at all. Our accommodations of the moment wouldn't allow it anyway.
There was also a moment this afternoon when I almost got on top of things then I realized that a part of me wanted to feel sorry for myself so I could eat that cake. I'd really like to do better than that.
me: 57 H: 54 M: 18 y Affair over on Dday: 6/99 Never split-up but it was a hard road D: 38 GD:18 I forget so I come back here I know these principles are the way to go which ever way it goes!
