Yes, I am trying with mixed success and I do try not to focus on the negative thoughts with mixed success. I know I will be fine someday. Trying to keep positive and be there for my kids. That forever is my number one goal.
Keep replaying all the words of wisdom in my head. That will come, right now my primary goal in the Dbing is to NOT say anything negative to her and get drawn into an arguement. Positive and forward.
I hope she regrets her choice but I may never know.
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