BTW, a woman that I know that was at the trade fair asked how I was doing.

M: IM good, just trying to move on

her: I can see the pain behind your eyes, its going to take time

M: Really, you can see that. Well how about now ( as I smiled)

her: better but still see it, on a positive note, you are the most eligible bachelor on this island and it wont be long before you find someone. You have everything going for you.

M: Thanks , Ill try and remember that.

her: seriously, you have a good job, handsome, you look great,
dont worry, it will happen.

It was very strange. I had at least 12 people tell me I looked great. Either they were trying to be nice or noticed something, like I have mentioned, I have dropped close to 50lbs.

And I am dressing better and make a point of shaving every day. I did not do that in the past.

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BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11