Please don't feel like an idiot or a sucker.....You recognized the pattern and the behavior that used to keep you stuck in this vicious cycle and YOU broke it
I'm proud of you for sticking to your guns, relying on your program and the support that U get here....I think the blinders are lifting........
Now comes the hard part.looking deep into your soul, finding your own path..a path to Recovery. Have you noticed in your alanon mtgs. that some people have been there for years? Theres a reason for that, once they get healthy they " give back to the program " Whether your alcoholic is active or not, this is a life long journey, a new way to deal with life. Finding gratitude for the small accomplishments and strides that you make Everyday
So glad to see that U are Galing..being more social, and doing your ART WORK, I'm envious there......I cant even paint a wall without making a complete mess!! LOL
