25 after this last fight I think I'm finally ready to drop the rope we keep going in circles and I'm tired of this. I hate how she extorts me with leaving. I know tomorrow she will be more calm. I will talk to her tell her I don't want a D but as long as she is not willing to commit to us she can have it. I will then take off my ring and tell her that there is nothing I want more than to put it on again, but I won't until she is ready to put hers on.

I know she will rage but I need to be strong.